lost

so.. today i ahd my graduation open house. it was good i made out well. i got over 300 dollars and i got several presents including a brand new dell inpiron laptop. im happy with it. im really happy with it.l but what im not happy with is the fact that every timwe someone came up to me and said so whats next, where are you going to college or anything like that i didnt have a response that i wanted. i had to say im not sure, im still up in the air, maybe online classes i dont know. so here i am, confused lost and i dont know. i just hate this feeling. i feel like i am way behind everyone i feel like im stupid and like i am a failure. i dont know what to do and i am scared. =[ i am sooooo scared.... siggh....