happiness

sometimes pure happiness is a stretch. its hard to reach. impossible to acheive and given up on. happiness is what you make it. i know for me, its been hard. but i am starting to be determined to reach it. right now. i have the shittiest family life ever. but, i have the best boyfriend, an amazing 'sister', and the best friends that i could ask for. it seems like each time my family does somethign i retreat to friends, im getting to the point where i just want out. i honestly think i would be happier if i didnt have to deal with family all of the time. now and then maybe but all the time is killing me. i need time and space.

im shooting for that happiness. im reaching and eventually i will reach it.


the stars in the sky
shine
the breeze of the night
cool
the touch of your hand
soft
the beat of your heart
love
the smile on your lips
sweet
your arms around me
safe
the kiss of your lips
intoxicating
you and me together
forever
i love you


happiness
is being with the ones you love
happiness
is smiling
happiness
is knowing someone cares
happiness
is determination
happiness is me
happiness is you
happiness is us
happiness
impossible? no
unreachable? no
happiness
is love
kindness
sharing
friends
happiness
forever



i love you guys!
<3

F&A
Ash