pain..

“Love means exposing yourself to the pain of being hurt, deeply hurt by someone you trust.”


i figured this would be a good place to start. pain, yeah its there. you cant avoid it. you cant get away from it. and its bound to happen to everyone it is part of life. if everything was rainbows and butterflies we wouldnt have anything.

im sorry i hurt you. im sorry that this had to happen. i knew that no matter what happened in the end someone was going to get hurt. i know you are allowed to be hurt, i know you are. heartbreak does hurt and eventually the pain starts to subside, and i know itll take awhile. im sorry that you had to be part of it. neither of us want you to go and neither of us want you out of our lives or for you to be the third wheel. we both love you as a best friend and for me as a sister. you are a very important peice of my life and without you i dont know what i would do.

i know things are going to be rough but we can make it. i promise. through thick and thin no matter what we will last. please forgive us. please id die without you in my life. i love you sissy. and youll go through a lot of hardships in your life, which i know that you know. this is just something eventually you will get over. we are always and will always be here for you. boys come and go, sisters last forever.